May 28th, another month n a bit has passed, I'm sure there's tons to tell myself, but I'm just short of time. Study is going ok, but I decided to stick to an actual program, like doing the lessons each week, so that's 6 lessons, 6 days, n I still work 4 days, of couse they put my stuff online 2 weeks late so I'm madly catching up. It's just something I would really like to try, I've always skated by doing everythig at the last moment. Last yar, because of my job, not cos I was slack, I did all the work in the last 3 weeks, I got 2 credits, 2 distinctions and 2 high distinctions, I should kick arse if I actually stick with this doing it the right way. MAYBE what if I do well cos it's all fresh in my short term memory, but I haven't really learned anything.
I'm still trying to build a website, not having much luck with it probably lack of time to learn, also I could be thick.
Husbands n partners hey, how farked are they??? I'm sick n he's gonna cook for me, bacon and eggs, I asked for tomato, mushrooms n baked beans too, the look happens. It's less effort than I go to for meals all the time, even more effort when he's sick, oh well such is life.
I believe that if you prepare food with love and care it's better for the people who eat it, I'll never know what that's like, cos having meals cooked for me isn't something I'm used to.
So planing retreats, n planning an event for work, n planning to get my study finished, planning to retire and live on our boat for a while, seems like nothings ever actually happening, just planning all the time. We've had that yacht since 2011, n now it needs work cos it's sat there so long, I don't think spending my life with a Libran was my best plan, cos planning I do while he sits on the fence never actually doing anything. Retirement will force that soon, sooner than he realises. Cos that retiring at 70 shouldn't effect us, we're too close now.
Oh yeah, I wanted to use this to keep track of my Graves disease progress, I'm feeling better sometimes, and know this medication is doing it's job, even though the doctor thinks this is just the start of treatment. I know a lot of the problem is my hypothalamus, so I'll try to work on that lots.
I took some GinSeng, it made me full of energy and hot at night, so clearly not the right thing. I haven't had any smoko for a few days n had headaches, my bloo pressure is too high without it, and our guy has moved to Townsville, n the main guy has moved to New Guinea, that's shit, my herb garden clearly needs new herbs.
Ok blahdie blahd enough now, State of Origin is on. Bye me

Liver cleanse didn't last, visitors sleeping in the lounge stopped me juicing. Still eating well and trying my best to stay off wheat. I will begin the cleanse again, it was quite good and not too far from my actual diet.
I thought that I had issues with my hypothalamus the doctor told me it was my thalamus, I believed him that I was wrong. My studies this week showed me that I had been correct, knowing this is going to help me get some real healing done. I think ginseng is my next thing to try, hope I can find some fresh at the Asian shops.
The medication is helping, I just wish I'd remember to take all of the doses I should, but who remembers to take a pill 3 times a day? I need to be really well to operate a retreat with any sort of integrity.
I think with this government in power my workplace won't be funded again so I need to be prepared. I think I know what to buy, getting the money is a bit tricky. I'll rent what I have to and look for grants to run one for youth or survivors of sexual assault or domestic violence. It takes time, I have study, work and mouldy walls that require lots of attention, or maybe the dry season to start, IT"S MAY.
I hope my drum and school books arrive soon, I'm nervous about this drum, there were good and terrible reviews about this company, it's been 11 days since they sent me the notice of it being sent, from Melbourne. Fark.

 Began building my website, went back into it and it was all wrong, all the editing I did seemed to be gone, in fact there was a completely different template, I did hit save, but guess there's more for me to learn. OH well.
Ok, dear diary, I have some stuff I'm thinking about, but I need to study, running these retreats is my retirement